Shaitan Apology

[Gridloc]

Hey everyone :)

For the past few months I've been playing as Inifity-1 and the mods and owners have continued to let me play without requiring mIRC acknowledgement.  For this I am grateful.  I know my IP always identifies me and as I don't ever cheat or attempt to modify it using SQL injects behind multiple VPNs, you know it's Gridloc.  I've raged by leaving, as I don't always like what I'm seeing and I've tried not to flame, just left silently.  I did this for two reasons.  First, respect for Trojan/Blackey and Shaitan.  Second, the community is so small, RenCorner doesn't need my stupid antics pushing others to Imperial or MPF AOW.  I have a disorder known as General Anxiety Disorder and I have sought help for it.  I can't promise you an incident free Grid.  What I can do is what I've been doing.  Limit my play and watch my attitude and responses.  I do love this community and I want to be free to restrict myself when needed.  This is something I want to work with Shai to do as I owe him the deepest apology of all.  I will continue to play silently from Inifinty-1 but if you think I can be trusted to play from -BiO-Gridloc again., I would ask that you consider unmuting me to allow this.  Again, my greatest offense is against Shaitan and he deserves the most respect here.  Without him RenCorner would be a zombie apocalypse nightmatre and I'M NOT JOKING.....I'm sorry Shai......I've been an ass and if you tell Trojan I'm a go I'll do my best to honor that by acting like a nub and raging when I cant't take it instead of acting like a noob and taking shit.....past actions.  I do NOT deserve another chance but I'm exposing myself as Infinity-1 to ask for one.  You have my IP.  Thank you all for playing at RenCorner.  All the best :)  - Grid

 

[shaitan]

Idk why you're apologizing to me, I only vaguely remember the incident, and it wasn't directed towards me really.

[AnThRaX]

Let me be the first to tell you Gridloc, that not one person gives a shit about your apology. You are a grown ass man that regularly acts like a toddler.  I don't know if that's what General Anxiety Disorder makes you do, but how bout you just act like a normal human being your age and not a 6 year old and we would all get along fine. You are more drama than a soap opera and like 40+ years old if I recall.  Now I am not trying to be toxic with this response, but just act like a normal dude and don't flip out and we would have no issues with you, unfortunately that seems like a pretty difficult task for you but keep working on it and stop having freak outs and accusing everyone of cheating and making up nonsense cheats to accuse them of.

[Volcom]

Apology accepted.

[Gridloc]

Thank you Volcom.  Anthrax...I understand m8 and I agree with most of what you are saying.  I also admit I scare you :)  Bring

It

On

:)

Much love RenCorner....thanks to Volcom and you all :)

- Grid